What can I say my life is hell now I lost my very best. It’s hard to stay focused she said she is still here but she no where around me. Does anyone know what it’s like ,to give someone your heart and they crush it? It would make all the sense in the world if I had done something anything wrong. I know why people don’t give unconditional love out there but I know no other. It takes a long time for me to give you my heart but when I do I give it all.